Arrggg!!

Late into new year's eve through the next day I was feeling good about 2009 as a whole. But I must have jinxed myself. I partied a little too hard I guess and weakened my immune system so I got a fever which lasted 2 days. As soon as that passed it seems I popped a varicose vein in my leg and now I am sitting with my leg elevated while my friends go out to enjoy another evening. I am so pissed. I have not been healthy since I moved into my new place and it's really starting to bring me down. For a person of my stature I have always been pretty healthy. But these last weeks are trying my patience. I'm just so pissed and depressed!!!!! I wanna break something.......